
When "The Eyes" speak.. u dare listen to words.. Eyes have the language, that any one can understand.. be it anger, depression, hurt, happiness, excitement... anything..!!
whenever i meet any new person in my life.. what i never fail to notice is his / her eyes...( though "her" is what i prefer to look into.. ;) ).. coz they make me believe that ....''yes... i m gonna b truthful to you..'' if i believe your eyes.. even though your words are falling out of places.. its O.K. for me..
I remember.. the first time i saw u.. saw u from quite a distance... and thought.. she looks so innocent and simple.. and then we moved towards our own ways..! But u returned.! We were in same trade.. so we had to meet again... n i was happy. this time i was seeing you from a very near distance.. a foot apart we were staring to each other.. u staring into my eyes trying to know what actually i m looking for in ur b'ful face.. and me straight into ur eyes.. that were sending me messages that.. "jassi.. i m confused.. y u looking at me like this.. i m scared.. dont stare me so hard.. m not used to it.. plz..".. and then ur eye-lids splashed.. that broke the divine experience i was going through... a little smile on lips.. (or a grin..?? i m still confused.. ) made my day...
she used to call me her "most special friend".. i dont know why.? just b'coz she got completed sessionals from me.. just b'coz... i was the most important factor in her greatest achievement till date.. just because... i never said "NO" to her demands...?? if that makes me "most special friend".. then i m sorry. i was not interested being a "friend"..
it was a rainy day in the year of 2005... and i saw, she missed her bus..! yes she was a day scholar and me a hostel-lite.. but still then i waited every day till she left the main block... n that day was mine..! i went to her and asked if cud help her in any way.. she smiled.. n only universe can explain this fact that how much i liked her smile... by blowing cool winds.. ;) .. her voice is quite different.. she takes deep breaths while she speaks.. n that makes me to listen her more and even more than that..! she was living at a walkable distance.. so we decided..(i decided).. that we wud go by walking... and i wud return after leaving her to her lane.. and we started TALKING..
starting from the b-days.. to the families.. to the ambitions.... i asked everything that was not in my questionnaire.. for me ..I wanted to ask only 1 thing.."is she SINGLE..?".. and that was my last qn to her.. and then she stared at me again... she understood my reason to walk with her in the mild rain with drops of water falling enuff to make my eyes and face wet.. she smiled.. and she asked.. "ye question kyun poochhaa tuney..?"..("why u asked this question..?").. n i answered.. "just b'coz i dont wanna wish u only "happy b-day" this Valentines Day".. n I think she got the hint..! n me a shock.. when she said in her very next sentence..."i m committed ".. i was grinning.. i remember.. a small tear made my cheek feel warm.. the left one.. but it was OK.. she dint realized that in rain..
"~~~jassi~~~"
1 comment:
gr8 one.. that truly is truth uncovered. we think a lot to do but ultimately fall into the trap of not doing it, coz it'll hurt someone else ultimately leading to covering up our emotions...
(jazz u know mine, let the world know it)
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